I feel like I somehow knew I would be living like this too. barely gonna be able to make rent each month but will have an extra day a week off to work on things, creative things that make my mind a safe and productive place to be.
walked to work for the first time today, bosses were away so it was super laid back, made pizza from scratch with a pizza stone, drank a beer and tried to work on some songs.
chatted with bart about making things and needing to work harder on my music. I said he was the authority for me on matters such as those. he said “as you are mine captain!”
listened to this will destroy you and did a couple yoga poses, got very high, made myself a black bean quesadilla, heard three different sirens pass by my window, shut the door of my new room in my new apartment and crawled in bed.
realized that I remembered as a little kid imagining being “grown up with my own apartment in ~charles village~” and now I’m a grown up with my own apartment in ~charles village~.
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I hate stoner culture but gd, I got a mflb and it’s the cutest / coolest little thing.